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Cabin Memories
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>>15351794 >>15351807 >>15356930
Okay need to talk to you about something and tell my story. telling you right now, don't expect any sort of satisfying conclusion (barring а major breakthrough). Also, if
updates come slowly it's because was told my psychologist to take my time and get every possibly can. There will be some parts written that will be more for setup
than anything else and the green texted parts will be, quite literally, flashes taken from my memory. This whole ordeal takes quite a bit of concentration, so please bear with me.
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When was 8 years old, had а gap in my memory. This gap was over a over 12 hours and took place during a family weekend at our cabin in a state park. could remember
waking up in the cabin on our second day there, early in the morning, to snowshoeing. Then remember pulling into the driveway of out home later that night, with my family
who were all dead silent and me feeling terrified
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had nightmares for two years that would wake me up, screaming. My sister did too. My parents were never mad at They were very understanding, and never asked what the
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nightmares were about. never asked my sister about hers, knew in my gut that we both dreamt about the cabin and our final weekend there. That's all could remember about
them. They were about the cabin, was running, and nothing else
It got to be too much for me after two years, having this gap, not remembering. finally built up the courage to ask my dad, "Why dont we to the cabin anymore?”
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>>15354674 >>15359902
remember the look on his face, the blood had completely drained from it. He looked horrified, then angry, then confused. He asked me, "You don't remember?" His voice was quiet, а whisper. just shook my head, по
He looked relieved. He put a slightly scared looking smile on his face and said, “There was a fire and it bumed down. it was pretty bad and you were young and scared. Your brain must have hid the memory of it from you
50 you wouldn't be scared anymore.”
brain can that?”
“Yes. Your brain can some funny things. It's all to help you though, so dont think about it anymore.”
“Okay.”
That was it. It was my dad, no reason for him to lie to me (except about Santa Claus). Of course believed him. And would have gone on believing him if| didnt overhear him that night
atv in my room and а bedtime of Spm at the time. My sister, being four years older, would get to stay up later. One of my regular habits would be to watch after went to bed muting it and putting the captions
So that night did the same thing, and when my father thought was asleep, could overhear him talking to my mother and sister. won't bother you with the whole conversation, just the important parts
"Не doesn't remember. Repressed probably. told him there was a fire and not to dwell on it. fhe asks anymore tell him one of our lanterns got knocked over when we were setting up dinner.”
I didn't sleep that night. Hard to so when you find out your whole family is conspiring against you and you dont understand why. And at 10 years old, was too damn afraid to confront them again.
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Anonymous Thu 16 Oct 2014 20:03:25 No.15351868
>>15351945 >>15352529
The years went 1 did my best to forget that my family was lying to me, really was too afraid to know what happened. The nightmares kept up, but got better at dealing with them, stopped waking up screaming
the time tured 11. The year entered high school, my grandma had a stroke and my mom retired to take care of her (State Trooper for 20 years, my dad was one as well and retired at 28 years. Their careers are
somewhat relevant later).
started falling into depression around then. Actively thinking about killing myself. didnt know why, just didn't want to keep going. My parents had guns, knew where they were, quick and painless. almost did it in
my sophomore year, but couldn't will myself to pull the trigger.
was 20 when I decided had enough. My frst (lasted 2 years) cheated on me, broke up with me, and didn't see a reason to on anymore. She knew about my past attempt and history of depression (only
one ever told to that point) and got scared and called the cops on me. was put in a psychiatric institute for a week, and was put in touch with a psychologist to help
sorry guys, know going slow enough already, but this next bit is hard. need а few minutes. Half hour or so and Ill be back
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Anonymous Thu 16 Oct 2014 20:05:55 No.15351881
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>>15351868
be waiting
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>>15351868
wait,
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Anonymous Thu 16 Oct 2014 20:44:43 No.15351985
>>15351906
Thank you
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the time met with my psychologist, knew wasnt a danger to myself anymore. had decided that couldn't that to my family. And it wasn't some medical professional who made me come to that decision, it was
my uncle
He owns а vending company and stocks the machines. One of his clients is the psych institute was in. He pulled me aside at lunch and begged me to what had to to get better. He told me how my dad informed
him of what happened to me, how he was sobbing uncontrollably, how until my dad got the words out he was afraid his brother was telling him that he was sick and going to die. That got to me. (Not particularly relevant,
but it's one of the most important moments in my life and helps show why made some of the decisions made after)
So looked forward to seeing a psychologist. wanted to figure out my problems and get better so would never even think of putting my family through that again. Doc was really nice and opened up to him immediately.
just sort of hit it off really well. Maybe it was my eagerness, maybe it was because felt ike he genuinely wanted to help. Probably both.
For seven sessions (one a week for seven weeks) talked about my life and childhood and everything and anything thought might be relevant and even the didnt think was. answered his questions as best as
could and he sat and listened to me. It was on the week that we finally touched on my dreams, and the blocked memory of the cabin. don't know why he waited so long, had admitted that had trouble sleeping due
to nightmares almost all my life in my third session and there wasn'ta follow up until now. Maybe he was just trying to get to know more about me, and get me more comfortable with him before he broached it. But he
broach it, he did
“Let's talk about your nightmares. You told me had them consistently since you were young. What are they about?”
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>>15351945
1 know how.
>>15351985
remember them ever. Just bits. at our old cabin, running, scared. Nothing else. told you about our cabin, right?”
“Yes. You said you spent a lot of time there when you were young, sounded like you loved the place. Did something happen there?”
"What happened?”
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don't know. can't remember. dad says there was а fire.”
"You believe him?”
He lied.”
"Why you say that?”
It was then that I related to him everything you currently know. The lie my father told me, the agreement between my family to keep up the lie, and of course the total block of what happened
A blocked memory of a cabin from childhood, nightmares since, family not telling me the truth “for my own goo
depression years later, and a suicide attempt. was every psychologists wet dream, and knew it when
saw Doc’s eyes that he had written this up to one of two things:
1. |was molested
2. a murder
3. Both
Dont think it hadnt crossed my mind. had pretty much written that off as what happened, especially once started unblocking pieces of that memory and parts of it The more remembered though, the more
realized that’s not what happened. So writing me off just yet.
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>>18352121 >>18352510
So this is when Doc and got to work. He had me start keeping a dream journal and writing as much as could about the nightmares the second woke up. We did meditations during the session and had me practice at
home. He even took me to a friend of his who was a hypnotherapist where was told wasnt susceptible to hypnotism (probably because believe its total bullshit)
threw myself at unblocking the memory with Doc's help. was done running from it, was done ignoring even told my family that knew the fire story was a lie, but they stil wouldn't tell me a goddamn thing.
father actually almost took me off of therapy after that (which knew was a risk) but begged and pleaded not to. He finally relented, but still wouldnt talk about that day.
At the advice of Doc, even revisited the cabin once. went in the Summer and during the day. it was а ruin and burnt to the ground. had gotten pieces of that day back then and knew there was no fire and I have
made the assumption that my fire came back at some point and it
Four. Fucking. Years. did all ofthis for four years (and still don't have all of the memory back. Just pieces. have filled page after page, book after book, with details of my nightmares. Repeated and repeated until
finally something new would come out. And that would repeat and repeat and repeat until another new thing came up,
In those same journals would sit and write as much as can remember after each meditative session.
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Doc and dont know what happened yet, not the whole story. But we're still piecing it together. brought up sharing the details with you guys and seeing what you thought. He was initially against it because he didnt
want your judgements and theories to cloud over my memories. After awhile though, he agreed to it on the condition that don't jump on whatever you guys say. reassured him that have done too much work to buy into
whatever explanation a group of anonymous people come up with
So here it goes. Everything remember. As accurately as possibly can
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>Morning
>crawl out of snow fort
>erunch
>screaming
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>wake up
>yelling
>parents asleep on the bed, sister in sleeping bag next to me
>silence
>inside cabin now
>outside, running
>gunshots bang bang bang
>pull my snowsuit and snowshoes on
>laugh, not me
>two laughs, not laughs, outside
outside for walk through woods
>not laugh, but sounds like laugh
>screaming not
breathe
>bang on door
>gunpowder smell
>sun shining bright off the pure white snow
>bang
>get walking
>smell
>bad smell
>erunch
>bang
>angry screaming not
>clean smell, crisp cold air, crunching of snow beneath my feet
>smell
>stick to trail, not too far
>behind me
>car door open
>laugh
>in car
>reached tree with blue marker nailed into it, to the right
>not laugh
>copse of trees, little snow fort sister and built
>laugh, not laugh, not me
>drving away fast
>screaming
>parents sister me screaming crying yelling
>90 inside snow fort
>paralyzed
>parents, guns
>add little things to it
>horror,
can't see И, right in front of me, don't want to see it
>elick, click
>me not want to look, must look
>blank
>see cabin
and storage areas
>safeties off?
>make beds a little nicer and smoother
>blank
>one figure
>blank
>dad what fuck get away waming shoot you fuck fuck
>person, not person
>good work
>mom tears shouting, cant hear
>start making snowballs to pelt my sister with
>running
>sister
>was two figures
screaming
>two persons not persons
>feel the cold snow between my now ungloved fingers
>branches hitting me, cutting cheek
>me
numb numb
>carefully craft the perfect snow spheres
>fingers ice cold
>one gone gunshots
>numb
>laugh not laugh
>driving
>wrong
>smell
>something feels wrong
>erunch, laugh, not laugh, not me, smell
>me paralyzed
>behind me
>banging
>smell less
>bad smell
>blank blank blank
>rotting animal?
>scream
>angry screaming less not
>blank
>snow crunch
>running
>think sister
>cabin
>erying, screaming, running
>snow crunch again
>noise not coming from direction of trail or cabin
>cabin door open
>parents run out, sister too
>erunch
>smell gets worse
>grab me, hold me
>what's wrong, wrong, what's wrong
>dead silent
>no animals
talk
>erying
>nothing
>smell
>laugh, not laugh, behind me, crunch, crunch, crunch
>parents, sister, look up scream
>erunch
>blank
>blank
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Anonymous Thu 16 Oct 2014 21:54:38 No.15352256
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Anonymous Thu 16 Oct 2014 21:56:30 No.15352264
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So that's my story From what can tell there was one at first then another must have shown up either before or after we made it to the cabin. think my parents managed to kill one of them, or at least seriously
injured it since only saw one when we were driving away and it sounded angry. can't remember what they looked like exactly, other than they looked like people, but werent. The exact features are lost in the blanks.
They weren't people. know that. If we were attacked people, my parents wouldn't have been so goddamn scared. And were both very distinguished and respectable police officers who retired with the respect of
everyone they worked with. If someone attacked they would have reported it. Even if they killed one of them, it was self-defense
1 know what the fuck they were, still trying to remember, but dontt know if| ever will
Anonymous Thu 16 Oct 2014 22:19:17 No.15352334
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There were two laughs outside the cabin. Sorry, if! didn't make the distinction that there were to different laughs instead of one that repeated twice. can remember seeing two at some point as well but dont really recall
when, the blanks make it tough. Maybe when my parents were shooting them? I don't know. If! get through more of the blanks Ill come back here to update. Though since it took four years to get that much, wouldn't
expect an update for awhile.
You're actually asking the same question Doc asked me once, but he was trying to get me to remember how know there was two and when exactly the second one showed up.
Anonymous Thu 16 Oct 2014 22:24:10 No.15352349
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>>18352390 >>18352480
>>15352321
Dont think haven't thought about it, and been encouraging another confrontation now that know more. I's just...the way they looked when told them knew there was no fire. I think trying to forget as
much as trying to remember. Ive already hurt them once and I don't want to hurt them again
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Maybe, don't know. As said, Ive talked with Doc about it. He told me should get just the four of in а room together and then just lay out everything know and watch their reactions. From there might be able to
get them to fill in the blanks (that they were there for at least). He argues that they might just pick it up and fill them in without even thinking about it. And all clam up then to maybe look at questioning them one at
atime.
>>15352438
Yeah pretty much. Remember how mentioned the blue marker nailed to the tree? Red markers marked the trail, the blue one was put up my dad to mark the furthest out the trail that my sister and were allowed
to without my parents. The snow fort wasn't far off the trail, and was clearly visible from it and they both knew about it
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>>15352480
Believe me, if and when confront them again plan on opening with me going back there. did it before knew as much I now. knew as much as did, definitely wouldnt have gone there alone and unarmed
Going there did help remove a block or two though
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already mentioned that and that wasn't susceptible to it. Those were the exact words.
Anonymous Thu 16 Oct 2014 23:16:14 No.15352535
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I think they were trying to break in. There was one window to let light into the cabin. Something happened with the window during the encounter. didn't mention it because don't have enough of the block removed to
know what happened other then the fact that something did
Doc says making assumptions is bad because it can cloud the actual memory, but assuming at one point one of them broke in through it. Or maybe we climbed out of it. don't know.
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Anonymous Fri 17 Oct 2014 00:09:23 №.15352755
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still here, could tell if they looked like this
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Fuckfuckfuckfuck. don't know whether to hate you or thank you for this. The mouth. The fucking mouth. It smiled at me. It fucking smiled at me.
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Come to daddy Aphex twin
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Anonymous Fri 17 Oct 2014 00:46:46 №.15352880
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In the video, when it was screaming at the lady, the shape of the mouth, the teeth. it's hitting something. can see it smiling. can see it smiling. can see it screaming. Fuck why cantt| see past the There's
something there on the edge
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Anonymous Fri 17 Oct 2014 01:10:19 No.15352967
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Ive read plenty on and while there are definite similarities, nothing struck home as a definite yes
Alright, just called Doc after hitting on the mouth and he helped calm me down and guide me through it recollection is especially strong as this one was I freak out and can't deal with it on my own). was able to
see the mouth clearly and now after help was able to see what was on the edge The lips. The lips were blood red. Damn knew going to you guys with this was a good idea
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Not much of, mean how can there be in so short of time? worked for 16 hours yesterday, went home slept for about 5 hours, and now back at work for 8. The breakthrough had last night with
remembering the mouth, saw it in my dreams last night. was able to see the teeth and remember them when woke up. Despite the other guy not being me, he was kind of right. They were like
shark's teeth. They were sharp, and in rows. 4-6 rows? Something like that. Unlike a shark, they were clean. Eerily clean. Just pure white like the snow. And they were all perfectly positioned. Not a single one
crooked or missing. They were perfect teeth
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Anonymous Fri 17 Oct 2014 19:48:15 №.15356115
>>15355993
just want to say that know the model of the guns not from this memory, but because have seen and held them at other points in my life
I can't tell you who fired, what they look like while firing, or anything like that. I's just lost to me. Doc’s tried that approach before. can tell you the number of gunshots though. There are points in my memory where
see anything, but can hear. And other times can't really hear anything, i's distorted, but can see. And then there are times when everything is blank and times when everything is distorted
>loud noise, don't know what
>gunshot 5, two sound from left, 3 from right behind me