r/depression u/HelpMePlease6919 hate my Indian ethnicity and really want my life to end because of it just hate it so much. wish could change it. Every day of my life just feels like a bad dream that

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u/HelpMePlease6919
hate my Indian ethnicity and really want my
life to end because of it
just hate it so much. wish could change it. Every
day of my life just feels like a bad dream that can’t
wake up from. Sadly was born in the and you get
spit on here the most for it. No Indian girl here wants
me, no white, Asian, or Mexican girl wants either.
had a white friend who is short and basically poor,
works as a waiter and laborer, today he tells be he’s
dating this Indian chick at the moment and asking
how to be accommodating of her culture (I’ve never
had a girlfriend before). work a high end job and
make six figures and still no girl wants me or any of
my Indian friends. just really wish could just to
sleep and not wake back up again. really don’t want
to be alive anymore. don't want to be Indian
anymore. Everyone on social media is spitting on
anyway. It’s the world’s most embarrassing ethnicity.
just can't bare it anymore. We are considered
human backwash. really think going to seriously
just end my life. don’t want to be here anymore.
don't want to wake up tomorrow. don’t want to face
this reality anymore. can’t bare it. If was at least
born as an Indian female could clearly date and be
accepted. But got hit with the worst thing possible.
Indian and male. feel like my life is a nightmare
just want to wake up from but can’t wake up. can't
escape it. just feel like jumping off a building
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