The 25 Year Old ЗаЁегег deeply detached appears perfectly addicted to the feeling from reality ordinary to others of being a just soul tread upon an sense of individuality unjust universe overwhelming

The 25 Year Old ЗаЁегег
deeply detached
appears perfectly
addicted to the feeling
from reality
ordinary to others
of being a just soul
tread upon an
sense of individuality
unjust universe
overwhelmingly strong,
melts at the slightest affection
precludes all conformism
suffering is invisible, not like
the price is too great
a physical deformity
“Нана.”
knows nothing
except pain
wakes sweating from the dreams,
though he has long stopped
hardened, but fears even
remembering them
greater suffering in time
finds it hard to grasp that
fantasizes about being
others live happy lives,
rewarded in the end for his
longsuffering purity of self,
fantasizes about a cataclysm
this borders on a religion
that would introduce them
to his suffering